اولا السلام عليكم ورحمه الله وبركاته
all of us know that the best feeling in this life is feeling of love so it is gift of allah that you see girl and you admire her you always feel happiness when you see her and you want always to be beside her or close her and i am not with (desprado) as love is abig thing more best of sex as you say so i think that you still didnot understand what love ??? so in my opinion the best thing in life that you love girl really love not amusement ofcourse you understand me and both of you ready to sacrifice anything to made the other happy and i think your heart love not u!!!!