lambang duka

lambang duka

main hamesa khuda din men sapane dekha raha tha,

main hamesha khud din men sapane dekh raha tha,(i was always day dreaming?)

sirpha dosta santa aur ekanta,

sirf dost shant aur ekaant, (only friends peace and solitude)

main hamesa para pratibimbita,jisa taraha se mere jivan ke bare,

main(i) hamesha(always) para pratibimbit(reflected), jis tarah se mere jeevan ke baare mein(like about my life)

jivan bojha se cota lagi hai aur darda se bhara hai,

jeevan bojh se chot lagi hai aur dard se bhara hai,

(got hurt because of burden of life and filled with pain)
agara yaha meri kismat hai,main svikara karata hun,dil ke satha atmasamarphana

if here is my 'kismat', i accept, surrender with heart.

the convention in which u wrote this,it was difficult to read, some lines i didnt understand because of unclear pronunciation of words may be also because it is muktachhand poetry.