A lonely Chinese New Year
I didn't realisze <em>(haha! there are two spellings of realise! British is with an 's', American is with a 'z')</em> how funny and creative a diary can be until I had finished the popular book, "Diary of a wimpy kid". It's said that lots of readers have began to write their diaries again after reading this book, and I'm really happy to join them.
The title of my first English diary has been settled, as you see, "A lonely Chinese New Year". Although it always feels warm, comfortable and relaxing <em>(or relaxed)</em> to gather with my family during the Spring Festival, it is sometimes somewhat dull and boring, however though <em>(I prefer however, but though is ok really)</em>, to spend spending the same holiday in the same way with the same people every year for twenty all TWENTYFOR years.
If being tired of the traditional way, and hoping to try something new sounds more too much like a lame excuse, here is the real reason that makes <em>(or causes me to)</em> me want to spend the most lively festival in the most lonely way. As a young girl fighting in Beijing, having no degree from a famous university, no money, no car, no stable and high-salary job, even no boyfriend, going back to home will definitely end up being bombarded with <em>(a suggestion)</em> drowned in the gossips and so-called advices from familyies, relatives, and friends. Here is are what they will probably say :"Come back to Huaiyang ,or Zheng zhou, Ok? Let your dad find you a stable job","Fighting Struggling in Beijing is useless, you will NEVER be able to afford a little house there in your whole life!","You won't find an ideal boyfriend until you have a blind date with an appropriate man introduced by your relatives!" Just an imagining ation of these this is can be truely SCARY <em>(terrifying/horrifying)</em>! Which drives me to make up my mind at last-----Spend the 20123 Chinese New Year with by myself.
I can tell my father's obvious disappointment when being told the BAD news over the phone, but I don't want to compromise. A lonely Spring Festival is better than enduring his sighing for my future in the livingroom.
Sorry,dad, auntie, sister, brother, grandma and grandpa, I will not be able to accompany you this Spring Festival. I'm really hope you can all understand me eager to receive your understandings on that. I will never stop struggling for my dreams , and I definitely believe that one day, all of you will be proud of me, not worrying please don't worry about me any more. Happy Chinese Now Year to all of you!



