Toughts

Toughts

If don’t I knew?

Why some times don’t I wish to know about the things? May if I was still that boy in love who couldn’t see the evil in the people, a boy which used to think that the kind people were, heartfelt and which everybody knew how to love, how to care about your soul mate.
But today I’m afraid had lost all my trust in people. So I ask myself: Why something like that happens to me who used to be quite hopeful in this animal kind human being?
Is the feelings which distingue us from another animals? I don’t think so! Maybe our difference from animals is that we can manipulate the feelings, we can pretend, we lie. The dogs are heartfelt, they always going to jump in your legs when you to arrive at house, they don’t pretend, they just felt and show this. An important thing which bothers me is if what I’m afraid just is the thing that I do for the people be done against me. But how selfish this thought is!!!
You see that I became in that I don’t believe, shame on you.
We are contradictory and because of this we stay stuck even when we walk.

Thoughts

Why don't I want to know about things sometimes? Maybe if I were still a boy in love who couldn't see the evil in people( this is an incomplete thought). A boy who used to think that people can be kind and sincere. A boy who used to think everyone knew how to love and cared about others.

But today I am afraid I have lost all my trust in people. So I ask myself, "Why does something like this happen to me when I used to have so much hope for the human race"?

Are feelings what distinguish us from other animals? I don't think so. Maybe the differnce between humans and animals is that we can change our feelings. We can pretend and we lie. Dogs are devout, they are always going to jump on your legs when you get home. They don't pretend, they feel love and they show it.

What bothers me is that I am afraid that the things I do against other people will be done to me( I didn't understand what you meant). How selfish of me to think like that!

I became what I don't believe in. ( it is unclear what you mean) Shame on me.

We contradict ourselves when we think like this. Because of this we stay stuck in the same place and don't move forward even when we walk.

Toughts

 

Why is it that some times I don’t want I wish to know about the things? May if I was still that a naive little boy, one who does not in love who couldn’t see the evil in the people. A boy which who used to think that the kind people were kind and sincere. artfelt and which everybody knew how to love, how to care about your soul mate.
But today I’m afraid I have lost all my trust in people. So I ask myself , why something like that   this happens to me. I used  who used to be quite hopeful in this animal kind human being? about mankind and love. Isn't it the feelings of love which distingue distinguish us from another animals? I don’t think so! Maybe our difference from animals is that we can manipulate the  feelings.  We can pretend and we can lie. The dogs actions are always predictable heartfelt ; they are always going to jump on your legs when you to arrive at house home. They don’t pretend, they just felt feel and show this. The thing that bothers me the most is that people might misinterpret the things I am dioing for them and turn against me. An important thing which bothers me is if what I’m afraid just is the thing that I do for the people be done against me. But how selfish cynical is this thought is!!!
If you can not see what I have become and what I believe that I became in that I don’t believe, shame on you.
We are contradictory and because of this we stay stuck even when we walk.

Thanks for sharing your thoughts. I could not make sense of what you were trying to say in the last sentence.  If you ever want to take lessons let me know.