step by step for english

i'm 27 years old ,and have more than 15 year for english learn, but didn't a nice ,you know ,i don't know how to description that.so ,join the study communit,keep going the road ,for read the other world,just like the film 《The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button》say：
I hope you make the best of it.
I hope you see things that startle you.
I hope you feel things you never felt before.
I hope you meet people with a different point of view.
I hope you live a life you're proud of.
If you find that you are not,
I hope you have the strength to start all over again.