Can you translate the lyrics to the song 你不是真正的快乐 You are not real happiness

Thanks so much.

人群中　In the crowds, 哭着　crying. 你只想变成透明的颜色  You just wanted to become transparent.
你再也不会梦　You can no longer dream 或痛　or feel pain 或心动了 or had become emotionless
你已经决定了　You had decided already 你已经决定了

你静静　Quietly you 忍着　endure 紧紧把昨天在拳心握著 tightly you grab the sky in your palms
而回忆越是甜　And memories sweeter 就是　越伤人了 the greater wounds you inflict
越是在　The longer 手心留下　in your palms, 密密麻麻　thick 深深浅浅的刀割 deep and shallow knife cuts there will be.

你不是真正的快乐　你的笑只是你穿的保护色 Your smiles is the protective cover you wore
你决定不恨了　You had decided not to hate anymore 也决定不爱了  and not to love also
把你的灵魂　You had your soul 关在永远　imprisoned in eternity 锁上的躯壳 your body is the lock

这世界　This world 笑了　had laughed 于是你合群的一起笑了 and so you laugh with the crowds.
当生存是规则　Living is just a  regulation 不是　你的选择 not your choice
于是你　So you 含着眼泪 have tears kept within you　飘飘荡荡　floating and fleeting, 跌跌撞撞的走着, tumbling and bumping

你不是真正的快乐　你的伤从不肯完全的愈合 Your wounds never really healed
我站在你左侧　You stood on your leftside 却像隔着银河 like [standing] across the Milky Way
难道就真的　Is it really 抱着遗憾　you will hold your regrets 一直到老了 till you are old
然后才后悔著 and then regretting

你值得真正的快乐　You deserve true happiness 你应该脱下你穿的保护色 You need to strip off the protecting coloring you are wearing
为什么失去了　Why is it that when you have lost it 还要被惩罚呢 you are still being punished/castigated?
能不能就让　Can you not 悲伤全部　have all the pain and sorrow 结束在此刻 be ended right now?
重新开始活着 And jump start life again?