Alone

(it's the) Weekend again, I think (I want to think about something else, but what else is there?)I can think about something else but dont know what to think.
Because I'm still on (the road to recovery) recovering road
So I think I just go back to a point I used to be.(So I think I will just back to a previous point.) 
I remember why does my father want me to learn music. (I remember, why does my father want me to learn music?)
Because he think I will spend energy on it so that I would not spend money randomly. (Because he thinks I will expell so much energy on it, that i will not randomly spend my money.)
And I am not afraid of being alone.
So, I think the road is not long for me as I plan. (So, I think the road is not going to as long as I once thought) /or/ (So, I don' think the road is as long as I thought.)

**The highlighted text: I know what you are trying to say, but in the bold I wrote the sentences out to be more grammatical correct. 

P.S: Your never alone, We are born into this world alone, but we never leave it that way. Your life effects everyone around you, both positive and negative. You are never alone....never.