Online learning is hard for me and no native english speakers want to help...

My name is Salahuddin and I am from Pakistan. I am from a poor family and I can't afford fees for online classes, even English classes in our own cities. Because I am living in a rural area it is hard to go to the city daily for separate English classes so I am trying to learn here on italki if there is someone who wants to help me as a friend or as a Volunteer teacher.