Something that I can only talk about with strangers
I had a bad dream last night, and have not been able to get over it all day.
I dreamt about my wedding day, which hasn't yet happened in real life. In the dream, I put on my beautiful wedding dress. I was just about to do my make up when I realized that there was no groom. I ended up crying to my parents that the wedding must have been cancelled, because I had no one to marry.
I know it's a silly dream, but I just couldn't help thinking about it.
I have no close friends to talk about the strong feeling I have that I'm gonna die alone.
Yes, I'm gonna die alone in the far-distant future.