Hello Ksenla,
I have a slightly different approach. I am happy already because I'm alive and doing what I love doing. My life could be better, and I know what else I want in my life, but I choose not to look for it, instead I plan for it :)
Some Thoughts
I have been finding looking for a the meaning of my life since my I was 13 [you could also say "since my 13th birthday]. And I'm always sure that I will always find it. Have you ever had such these thoughts?
My mother said me that the meaning of our lives was a is love. A love to of God, to family, to friends, to and nature. I sometimes consider sometimes think of my life as a wide road with lots of turns. I never know what awaits around the corner/bend me but I will be happy that when at some time or another I will have it found it out.
Some Thoughts
I have been searching finding for a the meaning of my life since I was my 13. And I'm sure that I will always find it. Have you ever had such thoughts?
My mother said me that the meaning of our lives was a love. A love to of God, to of family, to of friends, to of nature. I sometimes consider sometimes my life as a wide road with lots of turns. I never know what awaits me but I'm happy that some time or other I will have it found out.
I have been <em>wanting to find the</em> meaning of my life <em>ever </em>since my <em>thirteenth birthday, and I have always been sure that I would.</em> Have you ever had such thoughts? My mother <em>told</em> me that Love is the meaning of life, <em>and we are to love</em> God, family, friends, <em>and</em> nature.
My life <em>is like a</em> <em>long</em> road with lots of <em>twists and </em>turns. <em>I can't see where it is leading me, but I am enjoying the ride. </em>
<em> Ksenia, I took the liberty to play-around with the wording of your paragraph to demonstrate another way of writing the same ideas ;) </em>