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Help me It is rainy now, a heavy rain. Sometimes, I see the rain and wondering that if my life is so hard? I always feel busy, stress.. I always feel tired, exhausted with everything: learning, family, friends and love. Sometimes I see the rain and I want it can take me away, go far from here, go far from life 's weary. Sometimes I wish the water can swirl me to somewhere nobody can find me. I am a girl, I am 17 now. My class is so hard. I always my acknowledge is so low..But I dont have much time to concentrate for studying. I was a good student before, but my scores are decreased steadily recent years. My life is decreased too. I reserved my own studying result for 1 year to rest, I had a depression disease. Now, everything is gone but the past stories still always be haunting my mind, I cant forget it, it seem like a bad mark in my life. A reserve year make my point is lower, total GPA is down, It make me difficult to get scholarship for abroad studying. Inside my English is poor too. I know i must try more and more, more than other peoples, I know I must live happily to take myself up.. However when i am in the dark alone, i am afraid so much.. I still have two years to prepare for learning abroad, of course by scholarship.. But how can I make an effort when I am weakness like that? how can I do?
Aug 28, 2014 1:06 PM
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Please Help me

 

It is rainy now, soon a heavy downpour. rain.


Sometimes, I see look at the rain and wondered that if my life is so hard? I always feel busy and get stressed out... I always feel tired, exhausted with everything: learning, family, friends and love.
Sometimes I see the rain and I want wished I could be wisked away to some  it can take me away, go far from here, go far off place; away from these weariness life 's weary.  It would be best if no one can find me.
Sometimes I wish the water can swirl me to somewhere nobody can find me.

 

I am As a seventeen year old girl, I am 17 now. My I find my classes is so difficult hard. I always my acknowledge is know my grades are so low..But because I don't have much time to concentrate for studying. I was a good diligent student before, once but my scores are decreased have been declining steadily recent for these last few years. Quality of my life is decreased deterioated too.


I reserved my own studying result for 1 year to rest, I had a depression disease. Don't understand.  Just guessing.

I took a year off from studying after I found out that I had been suffering from depression.


Now, everything is gone that I have recovered but still the past stories still always be haunts me from time to time.  my mind, I can't seem to forget them.  They are it, it seem like a bad mark in nightmare haunting me from time to time. my life.

 

A reserve year make my point is lower, With my year off, my total GPA is down. It make me Thus difficult for me to get scholarship for to study abroad studying. Inside Besides, my English is poor too.

 

I know I must try even harder, more and more, more so than others.  peoples, I know I must live happily. to take myself up.. However, whenever  I am alone in the dark alone, fear takes over...I am afraid so much..


I still have two years to prepare myself to study overseas through  learning abroad, of course by scholarship, I wonder if I can make it through given a condition that I haveBut how can I make an effort when I am weakness like that?

 

How can I overcome it do?

August 28, 2014
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