Please Help me
It is rainy now, soon a heavy downpour. rain.
Sometimes, I see look at the rain and wondered that if my life is so hard? I always feel busy and get stressed out... I always feel tired, exhausted with everything: learning, family, friends and love.
Sometimes I see the rain and I want wished I could be wisked away to some it can take me away, go far from here, go far off place; away from these weariness life 's weary. It would be best if no one can find me.
Sometimes I wish the water can swirl me to somewhere nobody can find me.
I am As a seventeen year old girl, I am 17 now. My I find my classes is so difficult hard. I always my acknowledge is know my grades are so low..But because I don't have much time to concentrate for studying. I was a good diligent student before, once but my scores are decreased have been declining steadily recent for these last few years. Quality of my life is decreased deterioated too.
I reserved my own studying result for 1 year to rest, I had a depression disease. Don't understand. Just guessing.
I took a year off from studying after I found out that I had been suffering from depression.
Now, everything is gone that I have recovered but still the past stories still always be haunts me from time to time. my mind, I can't seem to forget them. They are it, it seem like a bad mark in nightmare haunting me from time to time. my life.
A reserve year make my point is lower, With my year off, my total GPA is down. It make me Thus difficult for me to get a scholarship for to study abroad studying. Inside Besides, my English is poor too.
I know I must try even harder, more and more, more so than others. peoples, I know I must live happily. to take myself up.. However, whenever I am alone in the dark alone, fear takes over...I am afraid so much..
I still have two years to prepare myself to study overseas through learning abroad, of course by scholarship, I wonder if I can make it through given a condition that I haveBut how can I make an effort when I am weakness like that?
How can I overcome it do?