How do we definite "friends"?
At first, I would like to take this opportunity to express my appreciation for the great help and encouragement with my English from italki and those whom I have never met. We are strangers but you do me a favour indeed. Sometimes, I ask myself, "what is a friend, and what kind of friends do I want?" I treat my friends sincerely ,we go trips and share happiness together. But when it concerns profits, evenone gets selfish.When I need help, my friends disappear, no one shall help me but God. I feel betrayed and hurt when such affairs happen. I think I lost trust in others. Do I have excessive expectations of others? I always feel that I am being left alone. Though I have social community tools like the telephone and QQ,I always find no one with whom to talk. Lately, I do not want to update my status on the Internet and feel a lack of interest in those of others. I choose to close my mind. I am afraid. I am scared to communicate with others.