What is said in this video from 3:07 to 4:19? (asexual story)

In the video, she talks about her self being a asexual, and I don't clearly grasp her words so I hope someone can help me correct my listening. Thanks in advance.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7kiuX8fhgY

3:07 I remember it, not very clearly, cuz I have very very little memory of when I was younger for .. some, there are (?) reasons. I remember that my friends would kind of persuade me into, you know, confessing that my feelings, you know, especially in the last years of primary school, was like "Hey, he's there. Don't you wanna go?" 3:28

3:30 And we felt completely natural and normal. But I realize now even at that time, even as little kids, I was already different. 3:37

3:52 Hey, you know there is this guy who has a crush on you? And they kinda forced me to go out with him, you know, we would go to the beach together with my friends. They would try to make us really intimate and closer and, you know for a time, I didn't even realize what they were doing, but when I realized, I completely stopped talking to him. and I picking felt it's dusgusting at him, at myself, at my friends, and I was like why are you doing really? what are you trying to do? 4:19