i'ven been feelings uneasyday for a these days

i've been having uneasy(or nervous) day all the time.

<em>*I'm feeling (nervous/uneasy) all the time these days.</em>

<em>*Recently, I've been feeling (nervous/uneasy) all the time.</em>

<em>Choose the word you like better and choose the sentence. They both say the same thing, it's just the style that's different.</em>

but ironicly, i didnt study i was just being lazy for a 3 weeks.
when i was a high school student, i didnt study. so my study skills are not great.
and then i got a accepted to my university. and in this years, i am already a 4th year student at my university.

Throughoutduring my life, I have never studied before.

<em>*word choice - throughout is better for this sentence.</em>

so now i am trying to study english every day
actually, i am not studying but i am thinking about it .i dont know why.

maybe i dont have any study experienced for me and my future.

<em>*What do you mean by this sentence?</em>

i am really afraid of it.
so sometimes i really envy smart people, i guess always i 've respect them

because i cant to do like them.( i dont have passion and patience(?) )

<em>*because I don't have the same passion and patience for studying like them</em>

and i am trying to follow them slowly.
when i finished my semester, last year in june.

i 've worked hard,dieted(but i gained my weight again) traveled,competed, no fees in uni,(what is it?) 

<em>*no fees in uni = got rid of my debt(?)</em>

volunteered aboard. interned, and my last semester score was 2.7/4.5( it is a really terrible)
so...actually, i am thinking about doing a gap year. i guess i dont want to live in the real worldlife.
(escapism?)

i wanna do relaxing and some challenging.

<em>*what do you mean by this sentence?</em>

my plan is first, for a 3 months,everyday to work 8 hours and study to everyday and pratice to drawing
then go to an exhibition
and in june, i will be relaxing for a month and prepare to go on a woking holiday in canada.(but my english skills is really low, so i maycan be get fail)
what do you think so about my plan
some strange diary haha..

<em>*There were a couple sentences that I didn't really understand. Try to reword them or write them in Korean and I can try to help translate the meaning you are trying to get across.</em>

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Your plan sounds good. I actually live in Toronto so if you come to Canada then I can help you out with your english if want :)

If you really want to learn English you may want to go to a city with very little Koreans like Calgary though. Vancouver and Toronto have a lot of Koreans. But then again, it's a lot more fun over here lol