Mess, hair products and good bye teenager life
I am sitting in a chair without sleep. <em>(Without sleep? O que quer dizer?)</em> I am thinking about my life as an adult and the surprises that are coming with it. I can't not say that I am not happy, however the challengers have just started to get harder, and sometimes I demoted from the steps that I put in my way. <em>(No faz sentido. O que quer dizer?)</em>
I remembered some years ago that my only concern was the hair products to use in my hair to keep my hair blue. I remember to making my mom crazy to by investing in my hair so that she got so mad and put made me to start a half part-time job to take care of my own hair.
With my first salary I have just returned gone back to wearing black in my hair black, and from there I realized how is so hard it is be an "adult". Now I have rent, food, bills and all the responsibilities of an "adult" except children. that is so experienced that I am really not interested about it. (No faz sentido. O que quer dizer?)
I am reflecting about on everything, however I am not sure when you start or adult life and if this boring purpose of life can have another path. different way to be. I keep investing in increasing my knowledge, travels travelling, meeting new interesting people and of course also parties. But the adult lives, the conscience awareness that nobody in the world will support you if you lose your job, or nobody will cook for you, wash your clothes or do something to help you when you tired, just scares me sometimes. However the pleasure of working to have your success and seeing how good you are is just amazing.