Just believe in your self

I understand many things, that I didn't used to understand before. I understand that you can trust in people, also and/but you can't treat them all the same way. The only one getting hurt is me. Yes is me, because I was (bland)^, and my eyes covered with peace and love. I wish if only I was so careful and (don't lost my time)* waiting for them to be nice with me. From here I'm telling you all, thank you about for everything. ....!!??

^Odd word.  Do you mean "blind"?

*didn't lose time <em>or</em> didn't waste my time