Daily conversation in English
I've had daily conversations in English for the last three days in a row because I want to become an advanced speaker of English. On the one hand, it gives me a good feeling because I know that I finally got around to starting to make English a part of my everyday life. On the other hand, I cannot feel I have improved during that time, which is frustrating me. Depending on my daily mood, I am either pessimistic or realistic about it, and at times I rather see the negative things, I can't stop thinking that I should be much more fluent, and I compare my current English level with the level of my fellow students, and I think that I will never be a proficient speaker. Particularly, when I take into account how proficient some of my language partners are at German, my native language, even though German is a much harder language, and most of them have had fewer exposure to the language than I have had to English.
However, I know that I need to set aside these negative thoughts, and that it doesn't help to compare yourself to other people.
Daily conversation in English
I've had daily conversations in English for the last three days in a row because I want to become an advanced speaker of English. On the one hand, it makes me feel good to know that I've finally gotten around to making English a part of my daily life. On the other hand, I cannot feel I have improved during that time, which is frustrating. Depending on my mood on a given day, I am either pessimistic or realistic about it and at times I can only see the negative. I can't stop thinking that I should be much more fluent and compare my current level of English with that of my fellow students and I think that I'll never be a proficient speaker. This happens particularly when I take into account how proficient some of my language partners are at German, my native language, even though that is a much harder language and most of them have had less exposure to the language than I've had to English.
However, I know that I need to set aside these negative thoughts and that it doesn't help to compare yourself to others.
Daily conversation in English
I've had daily conversations in English for the last three days in a row because I want to become an advanced speaker of English. On the one hand, it gives me a good feeling because I know that I have finally got around to starting to make English a part of my everyday life. On the other hand, I do not feel I have improved during that time which is frustrating me. Depending on my daily mood, I am either pessimistic or realistic about it and at times I rather see the negative things. I can't stop thinking that I should be much more fluent and I compare my current English level with the level of my fellow students and I think that I will never be a proficient speaker. Particularly, when I take into account how proficient some of my language partners are at German, my native language, even though German is a much harder language and most of them have had less exposure to the language than I have had to English.
However, I know that I need to set aside these negative thoughts and that it doesn't help to compare oneself to other people.