atomic

Here we are. Another story is going to the end, another piece of puzzle of my life will be assembled again. Is not easy to find a street in your life, especially if you are a failed man like me. If you are depressed (it can happen once in our life) you should do something to improve yourself. Like me. I am so, my soul is strong but... I've just a problem that make me different from other people. I am stupid. If you meet me on the street, if you take just a coffe with me ,maybe you could think I am quite smart and I have a normal life with only daily problems. Like other people ? No. If you know me from ages, if you are my friend from my childhood, than you know me quite deeping to have a correct idea about me. And you will say: "you are stupid". Lots of people said me this thing in my life, old girlfriends, family, and especially my mother. But what can I do if I am so? Jim Morrison said 'I did not choose to born so let me have the life I want" He was really right! My life belong to me, so if i made a mistakes, it's my responsability to rapair them. I can do better, I will make better. I will find a work, I will find a wife, I will get marry, i will nave sons....and to life withouth meaning, I will say goodbay, to be a good person, until my die.