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Maybe I cannot express my thoughts very well, but I will try my best to make myself clear.
I always think this is a warm world, and there are many people who are willing to devote sympathy and offer help to the people in tragic situations, and there is a government which can provide a fair system, but I think I am wrong.
I cannot do anything to fight. I just want to write my sorrow, frustration and anger, in order to feel a little bit better.
Several months ago, my only brother died in a hit and run accident. If even one person had called an ambulance, or a policeman, or if the cold blooded hit and run driver had not run away, maybe many things would be different. But, a big but, there was no help, no call, and no doctor, nothing...And our life has ever changed since that day.
After that, the subsequent processes were dealing with my brother’s irresponsible company, deceitful insurance agency, and bureaucratic government for claiming money from my brother’s personal pension account, and filing an insurance claim. After hundreds of times attempts, however, we received nothing but ice-cold faces, indifferent attitude, lies, and excuses, making me and my elderly mother exhausted and devastated.
Though according to the law, both company and government have the responsibility to take care of the little son of my brother financially, but he could get nothing, not even a penny, and none of the company or the government cares.
I know it is unfair, and there is much more unfairness in my country, and there are many worse tragedies in my country, but knowing these won’t cheer me up.
I have written letters to many famous people in my country who labeled themselves a compassionate person, but none of them ever replied to me....What an indifferent and cold country I live in....