The mental butterfly and the theoretic one. Anniversary for using italki.com for one year. :) An unexpected accident affecting my whole life, as if the butterfly effect just happened to me. Within the seconds of the flying process, I was not only flying physically in the air, but also, flying into here me in China. As well as bringing me here composing this entry, connecting me with those people who were not supposed to appear in my life originally. Life is magic. As for now, I really appreciate how all things came to me due to the tragically-looked event. Providing me a really big chance to move to such a place where is full of fresh experiences. Like surprisely being sped up to make a stride in making a big decision. And that also leaves the-now-me worrying about how to make more friends during this period. In the ninth month, keeping hanging around within this country with straightforward-minded. Oh. Now, I even seems to suffer the symptom of emotional depression, which resulted from the feelings of comparison with the peak period of happiness a couple of weeks ago. I'm still struggling to get used to it and face toward the present. Wish I could get full recovery from it very soon.