Love Fiction My dear your messages made me sad. I read all of your words again and again and burst into my tears. Unfortunately love is not something you can control. You can't push yourself to fall in love with someone because heart is stronger than brain when it comes to love. Nobody can push you love someone. You just fall if it's meant to be. I didn't push myself to fall in love with you. I didn't crush on you delibrately. I just fell for you. I sometimes think about the weird thing between us; we couldn't find each other if God hadn't meant it. I know God meant it for us otherwise neither you nor me would find each other to fall in love. The thing is I have become obsessed with you unconsciously, and I can't get rid of this. I want to get rid of this because we won't have a happy end. So what is the point to go on? How long will I stay obsessed with you? How much time left for us? A year, a decade, what? What if you died before me?How can I live with that? We need to stop it. God please help and give us strength to stop it. God hear me. Erase him from my memory and me from his.