20150901 Today I met my friend J. As always, I was nervous before visiting him as always but I felt happy after meeting him as well. To me, there are a lot of things what is just like this. For example, working out, study, meeting some friends, visiting professor and so on. This time, I talked about my past relationship to him. It's my first time that talking about my past relationship to a guy who is grown up. I told him about my problems. Especially, about the behaviors of men what I really can't understand. He said that I have to deal with it. To me, the ability about understanding other's feeling are so important. I think I have think about it more and I have to figure out how to deal with it.