If you have ever thought...

If you have ever thought that I loved someone, you're wrong...
Why would I love someone more than myself...
Why do I need to do such a stupid thing.
I was born in to this cruel world, alone (and only*). 
No need to mansplain explain about that kinda of thing...

* ?  isolated / separate

Don't despair, you're not hopeless.  If you were, you would not be aware as you are. . and while there is hope, there is life.