Choice
It is a strange feeling that I dont want to take a risk.
But I think I doubt it because of I am afraid of boredom as well
So I have conflticed heart to choose what live I want to do.
Some of duty I may ought to carry on
But perhaps it is better to live with peace forever.
The society is disappointed to me.
I know but should I make an effort to try to live better?
I am thinking about it repeatly