Still...... I earn lesser today because I dont want to fight for it I am tired so just do a bit. I think that I shall read books that will not feel so empty. I know not everyday is so lucky But I am not the character who want to ge exciting anymore. Perhaps that is mature in it. I saw some of people who experience it they have the same feeling. To face something that is not our imagnation, It is good lesson to learn many things.