I am looser.
Yes, I am. I dreamed about having a diploma in my hands. I waited for those days to be free. I had a lot of plans. But ... There is a BIG BUT. Two weeks ago I felt dizziness, but I decided to go to University to show my almost prepared diploma anyway. I drank a lot of pills to make myself feel better but it didn't work once at University. The professor was busy and I set down to wait for her. Then something strange happened to me. Suddenly I felt as if all the words in the diploma were wrong, I don't know why. Then I couldn't breathe, my mind refused to take air and I didn't know what to do, alone as I was in that little room for students. Then I started to breathe deeper but with no satisfaction. My pain was so intense, like I had just run 42 km , and so loud in each ear. I was scared, I thought that I was going to die. I was shaken inside and outside. And suddenly a teacher saw me, he called the emergency, gave me sweet tea, measure my temperature and pulsation. In hospital my neurologist told me I am someway crazy - because I suffered of a paranoia-panic attack. I was very nervous, but i didn't mind. So, now I have a new diploma. I am going to get it in June of 2016. Unfortunately, I can't put an end to this problem. And one soft asylum got a file on me (?). You see, Arkham in my chest is real place now. Now I have been treated. Magnetic resonance therapy revealed a cyst in my head, but it is not terrible, an operation will soon be done. Oh, you even know how crazy are those people who deal with us.