Being Stabbed In The Back Being stabbed in the back by someone you trust is one thing, being stabbed in the back by the rest of the world is another thing. Both of them hurt, leaving you alone ending up in madness. Loyalty seems to be worthless in our todays world and no matter what you say or write the people don't like it and even mock you for doing it. They just do so no matter what you finally do because they just hate you for no reason. So you only have the ones left you trust into. But if they even stab you in the back and do not support you like you've expected them to do, but even openly support your enemies this is what really hurts. Especially if you knew them for years and their 180 degree turn makes no sense at all to you. This happened to me a lot in my life. Due to this I started to live completely by myself and don't trust a single person. No matter from where they are from or what religion they have, they are all evil and liars in the end. When you keep away from them they call you a social recluse although you just live your life alone without harming anyone. It doesn't matter because the society just hates you for being not as they want you to be. This happens not just in the real life but also in the internet. Nobody talks to you, nobody respects you but everybody hates you and so called friends or even sisters and brothers don't leave you a message anymore and ally themself with your enemies. Thousands of thoughts flew through your mind, some even contain homicidal and suicidal thoughts. Sometimes you just try to drink them away with a shot of Whiskey but they come again. They haunt you for the rest of your life because only two things of life are really for sure: Pain and Death. Death is simple. Just leaving the world within a matter of seconds. But pain is more gruesome. Not pain from your body but pain inside your heart and soul when the whole world hates you and all the people you trusted into take down their masks they were showing you for years. There is nothing more that hurts than finding out that all the people around you are nothing more than traitors. The biggest pain is knowing that this will happen forever and never end in human history. Humans are humans and they are evil. They will never learn from their mistakes. And knowing that you cannot trust anyone and have to look around yourself the whole time because even your so called friends or sisters have stabbed you with what they've done can make you go crazy but they call this life whyever.