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Would you paraphrase this sentence for me?

I hated the way I loved him when I inched up out of the terror and returned fire, seeing him shooting too, smiling the whole time, screaming, the whole rage and hate of these few acres, alive and spreading, in and through him.
Would you paraphrase "the whole rage and hate of these few acres, alive and spreading, in and through him." for me?
Thanks!