Hello Echo Zhang!
Do not worry friend. There pressure you're feeling is not needed. You do say so yourself, you love your parents, your friends and your life! There's no reason to feel down, keep your head up and smile through the day. Because in the end of the day, happiness is what really matters.
If people pressure you into things you'd rather take your own time for, tell them. Remember to take time for yourself, after work, before work and even during work. You are yourself, and that's awesome. So keep that smile on your face and let the people you love know that you love them.
Cheers~
Wik