It was a mixture of different feelings like fear, sadness, and anticipation. At some point I even started crying, because I felt sad to be breaking up with the past. Something is holding me back... At that moment I realized that I was not going further just because I was holding the past like children holding their parents' hands. Perhaps this is the most important realization during this assignment. Fear of the unknown, worry and anticipation mixed into one cocktail. This was very well written 👌😊🙌 if you ever need extra help with your English writing, you can message me. I am an English Community tutor