Such a lonely day....
Yesterday I realized what is it to be "Alone in the crowd".
I mean spiritual loneliness. This feeling, when you are looking at other people and you don't know, how they are living in this world?! What are they doing with their problems? Why they can't understand me?! And why I can't just exist? Why I always want to understand people who don't even try to understand me?! Why I always have to be patient and kind with everyone, when most of them doesn't care about my feelings?! No, I don't wanna complain. I just want to say, that after all this thoughts, I got my answers.