I feel motivated to study English these days, not just for my part-time job, but because I recently went to Oktoberfest. There were so many foreigners there, and even the person singing in the middle was speaking English. It was so frustrating when I couldn't catch everything they were saying. It made me think how cool it would be if I could chat with people from other countries, so I really want to work hard on my English. However, whenever I try to speak, only single words come out. Even though I took college entrance exams back then, I can't even recall junior high school grammar, which completely kills my motivation. It genuinely makes me want to give up. People keep telling me, "Just try speaking!" but I literally can't speak at all!! It's impossible!!!