Someone ask me why we can breakup, we had being together for more than two years. I thinks, it was due to many reasons like character, aims, hopes, money, and so on.
Yesterday, I chat with my good friend and then find her boyfriend was a good man in some aspacts likes he will entertain her family more, he can taking into account her, and others. Then I send a message said I want to quit our relationship to him impulsively. About ten minutes, He replied me that he agree with me.
Or maybe he was long wanted to break up, or maybe he felt he had no dignity as I described him. A while ago, someone ask me if I love him, if I will marry him in the future. I replied sure, be sure, defenite. I can't imagine we had broke up in a short time.
I regret I had send the message to him. But I think is that means he doesn't love me because we could broke up so easily? maybe he put the dignity the most important position in his opinion. If he will come back to me? I remenber he said he would find me if that broke had access one year ago. But this time he agree so easily.
I think I had hurt him so deeply. Should I find him take the initiative to find him? Or should I send his stuff to him by post means we completely finish? Or should I retain him by requesting his help? It trouble me for day and night. With the recent work is also troubling me. I almost collapsed.
feel down about my job, my manager doesn't trust my ability and continueing my work without talking to me..everyone has things to do but I am not...they are passionating and busy and noisy about the work but I am not..I really want to resign...is anybody support me?
From a while ago, I being puzzled about if I need to resignation. Because I have nothing to do but my colleagues are busy(we are not the same post). I don't know if it means that I am not important to this company and I have to resignation to change a work.
