So depress due to my poor english..... Due to the business need, I have a video meeting with the foreign colleague from different country today. So, I need to communicate with all of them in English. But due to my poor English, I find that I'm difficult to understand what they are saying. It is fine when they are explaining the details of the project. But it is so embarrassing when they ask me for somethings, but I don't know they are asking me. And hence have created some dead air. When I notice that they are waiting my response, I can only say something related to the project. But that may be not the correct response to their question. Hence, they just laugh with some embarrassing.... That make me so depress after the meeting. I think I am looked so stupid in front of them. So, I decide I should work hard to improve my listening and oral english.