Shania.Veve's notebook entry: Dec 24, 2010 everything is strange.i try my best to pay more attention on my study just for the coming exams.But unfortunately,the more i try to pay attention,the less i could handle myself.It's so poor.I prefer playing,in particular,when i confront with the temptation of chatting online---chatting in English.I remembered my teacher's word,if u really fall in love with English,then dont lost ur interests just for the exams. I tried hader and harder and experienced a tough way which is filled with fails and setbacks,and so far i pick up all the self-confidence and deep interests in English that have ever been together with me.I want to change,I want to be a success,I want to overcome all the drawbacks i have,I want to be a perfect one although there is an old saying "nobody is perfect",then i'll try. Change....change....change...change..... Try my best everyday rather than pray to God.