December 29, 2022 I have been starting to look for jobs currently. I have sent my resume to two companies. But no one answered me. I don't know if should I identify this as bad luck. I also registered an app for looking for jobs. I don't if I will find an appropriate one. I have been a freelancer for a long time. But I changed my mind last month. I talked to one of my friends. I thought she is just as poor as me. But she told me she had $70000 in her bank account. I was shocked and start to rethink my life. My I am so poor. I need to change. I need to prepare an amount of money for my film project of study abroad. Last several years, mostly I had leisure time. Now I need to sell some time. You don't have money, you don't have choices.