Must read... Please... Hey. This story is going to be long but please read it till end. 
Let me tell you about myself i am an boy of age 17 who is preparing for a competitive exam to pursue his goals. In this journey i have already faced two defeats.  First One was because of my poor spoken English and second one was because of poor planning. I am facing a lot of problems. Let me make a list of them.
1. Not completing my daily target
     I am not able to complete my daily target because of procrastination, engaging myself in watching random videos on YouTube, and spending time with some unwanted people. 

I think the biggest reason why i am not completing my daily target or reaching the optimum level is my phone. I would like to tell you that i do have lot of work on Internet daily so i can't put my phone away from me. Luckily I don't use any social site like Facebook WhatsApp and Instagram. But even after all this i do waste my time. I want to overcome this problem. If you have any suggestions put that in comment section.
  
2 girlfriend
I don't have any girlfriend but i wish to have one.  In this month i had proposed three girls..... First three..... But none of them agreed to live in relationship... One more thing... I would like to add here is that... Being a teenager it is just a affection towards girls it's not love. One of my girl as friend(not girlfriend.. ) told me that love is just a wastage of time at this age. So it's better to focus on your career and chase your dream. But my mind is such a fool that it doesn't follow the right path. What should i do in this matter... Put you advice in comment session.

3 not having someone who can guide me. 
 My father died when i was a seven. My mother doesn't live with me. And if i would tell her about this matter so she would be worried about this matter. I don't often talk to my siblings. So there is no option left.   .... If you have any advice please pass on it to me. 
Your few words can be very useful for me. 

From couple of last days i have been so tensed , disappointed., and distressed. 
...... If it is struggle then i am ready to fight but if it is result of my bad works or wrong decisions so it is too bad for me. 

I easily get distracted. 
You may be thinking about girls but listen dear i don't want girls for any sexual desire and stuff like that but i want someone who can listen me. Who can understand my feelings and support me. 

Please please help me. 
Give your suggestion. Advice.... And whatever you have for me....... 

Thanks for reading.