Have you ever met a person who has completely changed your life? Have you ever met a person who has completely changed your life, your look at this life? I never believed in it. it seems impossible. But it happened to me. We met almost two years ago. It was just a casual acquaintance. At that moment he (I’ll call him HE) was going through the break of relationships that had lasted for 5 years to that moment. And I had an unrequited love to other man.So, we met and immediately found a common language with each other. Almost every night we spend talking about absolutely everything, there were no taboo subjects in our conversations at all. Once I said him that I probably had finally found the real best friend who understood me like no one else did. A few months later I noticed that he started to look at me in a strange way. Well, at that moment I realized everything. But, to be honest, I didn’t take it seriously, I even couldn’t imagine us being together. I felt it later. It happened at New Year night. We celebrated this holiday in different places. And at that night I realized how much I need him, how much I missed him though only one day had passed from our last meeting. And I had to confess - I really love him. I had to confess that I had been trying to hide all these feelings even from myself for a long time. And I don’t even know why I’d been doing this. It’s unbelievable but I’ve never met such close person before. We have the same dreams, the same wishes, we wants to do the same things in this life…. I looked at him and saw my own reflection. You know, once one classic writer said “Love is when someone helps you to find yourself” Now I’ve finally figured out what it really means. HE came to my life and turned everything upside down. He completely changed my life, my thoughts, my dreams, my wishes, my worldview, and….yes, he changed ME! He showed me how much I can be loved, how much I can be needed, how much I can be wished…. Showed me this feeling of being the only one for him. He opened me, he showed me the real me, and he really helped me to find myself. It seems that I even hadn’t lived before I met him. Only with him I tasted the real life, and only with him I’m happy. He’s the first man about whom I can say “I love him. And I want to spent all my life with him” He is the first man I want to marry with, and the only man with whom I want to have a baby. Yes, we love each other. BUT there is the whole range of reasons why we CAN’T be together.