20th, Sept
I have had nightmares these days without any special reasons. I thought I had to make myself more tired to keep myself in deep sleep. Last night the nightmare was so scary as to to wake me up. I was digging rubbish in a river, finally I dug out my friends passports and valuable stuff. I was trying digging one more time, then a small placid child's hand from the bottom of the river grabbed my arms tightly, then I woke up with a shudder. I contained my impulse to turn on the light, and kept telling myself that it was just a dream. All of sudden, I thought about the TV show "The Strain," the most ugly version of vampires, and the long tongue, made me more scared. If someone was being a vampire, but has no feeling, emotion, a normal body, all you are left with is hungry desire, we should kill him to release his pain.