There is a big difference between learning for fun and studying hard. When I learn for fun, I feel so comfortable and I feel like I am studious, like I am just reading and listening English while others are entertaining themselves. When I actually learn with purpose, I have to focus on what I should really learn to achieve my goals and it is not easy at all. It is uncomfortable and I feel bad about myself when realizing that I am a lazy student. But I am keeping on studying, getting out of my comfort zone shouldn't be so easy anyway.