The last time i cried was yesterday. I really felt lonely and asked myself If I am enough. I don't have a specific goal until now and it made me feel like I have too much time in my day and that I have no value. I also cried because I discovered that one of my friends that I appreciate and love so much is a liar, a big liar. They just say beautiful words but they don't do any beautiful actions. Every action hurt me but I was blind. Now I feel pain but I think time and trying to find my goal will remove all negative thoughts.