Every time I‘m about to give up, I pause for a moment/a second and try to imagine what would happen if I really gave up. {Mostly, I conclude that I’ll drop down to where I never want to be again.} Often that‘s the point where I stand back up and continue working on my goals, but sometimes I realize that the goal I had set is actually no longer the thing I really want to reach/achieve. {} The sentence in the brackets is gramatically correct here, but it sounds a little strange to a native speaker! Some similar options could be: - I mostly conclude that I'll drop back to the lowest point in my life, where I don't want to be again. - I usually come to the conclusion that I'll return to the lowest point in my life, where I don't want to be again.

Every time I‘m about giving up I pause for some time and try to imagine what‘s happening if I really give up. Mostly I conclude that I’ll fall down to where I never want to be again. Often that‘s the point where I‘m standing up directly and go further on working on my goals but sometimes I realize that the goal I was setting is apparently not anymore the thing I really want to reach.

Every time I think of giving up, I pause for a moment and try to think about what would happen if I give up. I come to a conclusion that I’ll go back to where I started and I never want to be there again. Often, that‘s the point where I stand up and work harder on my goals but sometimes I come to the realization that the goal I set is apparently not really what I want anymore.