My boyfriend At the end of august this year , i knew my boyfriend on internet, he is a Turkish, older than me five years, i am a Chinese girl. He is study master degree in Beijing, and do some part time job. He said he want to stay in Beijing. To be honesty, he is my first boyfriend, i have never fall in love with anyone before. We met up at first of September. And he kiss me, deeply kiss, i thought it may be a little fast. But i did not stop him, i really did not know why. He is humorous guy, and love his mother and sister, so i think he might be a man with responsibility. i love him, i told him, however he never said that to me .just once said like me. he said he is a man, it hard to say love. i know it is just a word, but does he really love me ? Now, we have met up twice, everything is going well. He told that he need me.（adult knows but not directly）it's hurt my body. I don't know what to do next, have something with him? or stop this relationship? i have to claim i love him, i said once broke up, he was so sad. I am confusing. Give me some advise, all friends. Thanks a lot.