Since you have decided to be hitched , I guess it is not feasible to tell you how good or bad the marriage is .

You will be used to marriage life day after day and you will be more sure if the marriage can give you better life . Probably it is a merely certificate , yet , it can change a lot in your life .

Getting married

I'm going to register my marriage tmorrow.
At the very beginning first I have been was really looking forward to it, but not now. It's become so complicated.  I know for sure that I love that man my husband, it's just that the future is so unsurecertain. Getting married at such a relatively young age seems to be an adventure that where you risk spending the rest of your life living together with someone who was a completely a stranger to you at first hand. Maybe it is just me, overreactateding. All the above is This is all because of the my insecurity and I hope everything will be fine .