I'm confused.

I just wanted to experience different cultures and languages. So, I decided to go to France for a working holidays. But now.. it confuses me. I don't know why I made such a decision. Why should it be France?? [or "Why did I choose France?"] I don't know really.*

In Korea, students must be good at English. And they must have an English grade which that is certified like TOEIC, TOEFL. As you can see, I'm weak in English. That's why it is better for me to go to Great Britain than to France. That truth(?) [ambiguity, uncertainty(?)]**  worries (is worrying??)*** me terribly and I'm under a lot of stress. :

*It's better to say "I don't really know" to avoid ending the sentence with an adverb.

**The feeling you are describing in the paragraph is what we call "having second thoughts", i.e.: "I'm having second thoughts about going to France. I should have chosen England/Great Britain instead."

***Either works, but "is worrying" sounds more immediate.

By the way, I think you should go to New York City instead. We even have a Koreatown near Penn Station, in case you get homesick for Korean cuisine. :)

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전 단지 다른 문화와 언어를 경험하고 싶었습니다. 그래서 전 프랑스에 워킹홀리데이로 가려고 결정했죠. 하지만 지금은 그 결정이 절 혼란스럽게 하네요. 저도 제가 왜 그런 결정을 했는 지 모르겠습니다. 왜 프랑스일까요? 저도 정말 모르겠네요.

한국에서는 학생들이 반드시 영어를 잘해야 해요. 그리고 한국 학생들은 토익이나 토플 같은 공인된 영어 성적이 있어야 하죠. 보시다시피, 전 영어에 약합니다 ㅋ.. 그게 프랑스보다 영국으로 가는 게 나은 이유고요. 그 사실이 절 너무 걱정하게 만들고 그 덕에 굉장히 스트레스를 받고 있습니다.

(This note was first written by English and I translated it into Korean. So this Korean could be somewhat felt strange.)