Sleepless Nights

I am still awake and there is no sleeping knocking in my door. This is not the first time it's happened since I graduated from college. Maybe because I'm thinking about what I must do with my life from now on. Or I drunk drank a cup of tea so that's why I couldn't get some sleep. But maybe I said maybe it's possible that there is someone out there thinking about me, whispering to the moon about her feeling and the moon delivering the massage, I wish the reason is the last one :-) .

[Nice writing!  Two things "But maybe I said maybe" <--punctuation (a comma or dashes) would help with the interpretation of this.  Is it "But, maybe, I said maybe," or "But maybe, I said maybe" or "But maybe I said, maybe.."?  Also, "massage" do you mean giving someone a back massage or giving someone a mail message?]