Tit how are your studies going? Have you found a language partner? Do you have a textbook ? How are you studying English, do you have a plan, a method. Give me a message maybe I can try to help you or guide you a bit although I am not a native speaker. I just do not want you to be so disappointed. You will find a way and make your dream come true. Do not give up.

meet new foreign people and try to chat with them, watch the films and episodes without any subtitle or dubbing, and trust yourself and like learning a language :)