I don't want to love someone in such a way

Yesterday I had a dream, I am not sure if it is a beautiful dream. I got my love in the dream, but I was very humble. My love and I arewere not equal. I loved him, so I submited to him, taketook care of him and lost myself. I got my love, but I did not feel happy. He did not give me any response to the love I gave, just stayed with me. After waking up, I thought, “is this the one I want?”. I know he is not in my heart. I want the peopleperson, who I love and loves me. But I think I canshould love myself first. I can think of so many reasons why you should love yourself, but here's just one: It is incredibly dull and uninspiring to be around the peopleperoson who do not love themselvesoneself.

Hi Julia, 

I just did this correction while reading. You write English just well, and I just changed pieces.

Because I am not native, it might be better be checked by them as well. 

Interesting essay. Great job.