First of all, you should give yourself some credit, because you’re doing reasonably well. You’re clearly past the “early period” and into the intermediate range. Since your native language is not from the Indo-European family, you’ll need to be somewhat patient and not expect to sound like a native English speaker overnight. I agree with Gertie’s assessment — by the way, I read her posts a lot, and she always has valuable insights and advice to share. As she points out, the techniques you’re using are probably working to increase your passive skills, it’s just that they’re not designed to get you producing the language to express your own thoughts. Reciting dialogs sounds like the least passive exercise you’re doing, which makes me wonder — how, exactly, are you “reciting” them? As far as recommendations, in your particular case, I get the impression you probably don’t like grammar very much. If this is true, it’s a sign that you may benefit enormously if you invest a little time reviewing your basic and intermediate grammar. One way to do this is to continue writing notebook entries, and pay attention to the systemic grammar issues that you have. In other words, notice the grammar errors that you make again and again, then study the correct grammar, and use the correct structures in writing and conversation. If you can’t find a conversation partner, then you can talk to yourself. The more you practice the structures, the more easily you’ll use them in conversation. Note: when you get to the actual live conversation, you should ask your partner to correct you — that will allow you to relax and focus on expressing yourself. I hope even though I only know a little bit about you from reading your profile, that some of my advice proves useful to you. Good luck!

What helped me was: Watching TV series in english. Watch them with subtitles that you understand, and once you understand more english, add english subtitles. Listening to music in english. Try to understand them by reading the lyrics in english, trying to figure out the meaning behind every word, what every word or expression means in your idiom. Translate them individually and so. Interacting with English-speakers. Try to interact with native english-speakers, or people who speak english well, this could be via Twitter, iTalki, instagram. Make friends, and don't be afraid to fail. With every mistake you make, you also give yourself the opportunity to improve your weaknesses. Just try to have fun while learning and memorizing. :) And yes, also try to enjoy the idiom. Love it! :) And to be honest, your english appears to be good. :)

Those methods you mentioned are passive (though certainly not useless). Have you tried intensive active practice? For example, conversation practice, speaking, and writing. Get lots of feedback and keep revising your mistakes, along with the other methods of studying (passive, grammar study, etc). Make your focus USING English, instead of experiencing it. And since no one method will work, combine lots of practice with reading and listening and watching media and specifically studying grammar.