Understanding one's self is never an easy task. Take your time and don't push it. Hope you will be able to reconcile with yourself soon, and be confident with what ever you find yourself to be.

I know all about negative thinking. I've been there many times, and still am sometimes. I wish there were a simple solution, like hitting a light switch and just "stop thinking negative". But I don't have the answer. But if it's any comfort, just know that you are not alone. :) Just send me a message if you want to. I've got too much sparetime anyway. :)

Luisa, Thank you for saying that! You are so nice person! :)

Perhaps you are having many troubles that you don't know how to solve so, it is making you a little negative. You don't have to allow that negatives things take the control or your life. Are you a weird person? You are special :)